hey guys. yeah well there hasnt been to much going on. yeah well if you went to alex's site you saw that he had some peoms he found in his room. i also found some peoms that i wrote like not too long ago. they aint that bad and all but i dont have anything else to talk about cause i am all about some myspace now..lol. yeah well here they are..
The light at the end
When you think there is nowhere to turn, or you think no one loves you. There is always a opening at the end of the tunnel. There is a little light at the end showing you the way out of all the drama and misery. But I haven’t been able to find the light. I have been looking for it for years but I always get cought up in all the spider webs that are hanging down. I keep looking and I wont give up. But until then I guess I will just wait to be rescued by my prince.
It’s not really love
You make think that someone loves you, but they really don’t. they do love your body for one thing. They think you are pretty but if you ask them questions about what’s your favorite food they will try their best to guess the right answer. They don’t care what you want in live or how you are going to get there. They just want something from you and then they are going to leave you out to dry. Their whole life could be a lie and you would never know. They could say that they love you and they always will. Always as in a couple of weeks until you gave them what they are out looking for. You see people on T.V talking about how their boyfriend/girlfriend left them for some other girl/boy. The truth is they never really had them. His heart always belonged with someone else. He never thought of you as a girlfriend and he never will. He is just glad that he is gone from you. He don’t want to talk to you or even see you. He is gone to another place with a new girlfriend and he will never come back. That’s something we will have to deal with.
Friends are always there
Are you sick of seeing people around you being someone you know they aren’t just trying to be cool? Do you think they are better then what they are showing people they are? Or do you think they just want people to like them?
The truth to that is, old friends are the best to have. They are the ones that have watched you cry, get your heart broken, and make some mistakes in life. But you still see them by your side. They will never leave unless you push them away. They are there for you. Some people see that but some chose not to. They are the ones that will make the bad chose to leave them behind while they move on. Because when their “new friends” move on down the road just like they did before they are going to forget about them. And then the person is going to come crawling back to their “old friends” and they will see they are still there for them. And then maybe they will relies they are the friends that are keepers.
Boyfriends will come and go. But friends stay a life time.
In my life I have seen people make mistakes, get their heart broken, friends die, and people do something stupid and lose people that are close to them. I have seen people use people and people that leave their best friends that they have been close to for ever for some boyfriend they have that month. I don’t know how to tell people about their mistakes.. it’s something they chose to do in life. Heart broken people.. I can talk to you and make you feel better but you make the action happen. Friends that die.. I don’t know why god would take the ones we love but he has his way I believe. For the people that do something stupid to lose their friends and family that they are close to.. try your best not to do anything stupid again. Because I have been there and done that. I got all my friends and family back but you always don’t get that lucky to have people that will forgive you. But for all the people that leave their friends that they have been good friends with since they were little kids.. well there isn’t much to say. That is something you also chose by yourself. If you want to make that mistake you go ahead. I have some friends that are no longer my friends because they have done that stupid mess. Boyfriends will come and go but friends will always stay. Don’t forget that because one day you will wish that you had not don’t that to your friends and then you will come to relies that friends are the world to people and when you relies it, it will be too late to do anything about it.
Who are you to talk?
You see people on the street thinking they are all big and bad. They might even be wearing baggy clothes. But who are you to judge them? Do you know them? Do you know how they act? Then why are you going to start saying “oh, stay away from them, they are up to no good” or “stay away from them, they are bad ass gangta’s”? why would you say something so stupid?? You don’t know who they are inside all those baggy clothes. They might just be the person that will save your life one day. And then what are you going to say about them? Huh?\
They just gave up
Don’t you hate the feeling that someone is stairing as hard as they can at you. Or someone at school is talking about you? Yes I know everyone does. Then why do you do that about people? Why do you talk about people? You know you don’t like it so why do you do it to them? Do you think they are different from you and that they just don’t care? Some people say they don’t care what people say about them.. but that’s a lie. Everyone cares. No one wants to go around and people talk about them. When they say they don’t care, then most likely that means that they have given up.
Do you love your self?
You step of the ladder and just look at your life. Is it what you thought would happen? Is it what you want? Are you with the one you love the most?
If so you are in luck. But some people it don’t work out that much. They love there special someone very much but they don’t know if that’s what they want. They are confused in the world and don’t know where to turn. They think there is nothing they can do about anything and they feel like they just need some time alone. They don’t need to be alone. They don’t know what they want. They feel as if the world is closing and they are trapped inside of it all. They let everything get to them and they care about everyone but their self. They say that are fat and ugly and they never give their self any credit for what they look like now. People try to tell them they look good but they chose to close them down. They just don’t want to hear it. They feel as if they are lying to make them feel better. They don’t know how to trust or to believe. They feel as if they only have god on their side. But some day all of it will come to a end. Because no one likes to live that way. What do you think they are thinking of to do to them self now?…
yeah well i have alot more. but there are some i wouldnt let anyone see. they are something i want people to read when i die. cause if they read them now they would probley look at my different. but that's life. yeah well i am goin to mess with my myspace. i will talk to you later. add me as a friend...
www.myspace.com/tamarasoccer25
thanks guys. and i will talk at you later
LOVE ALWAYS..
Tamara Morgan..<3!*
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